I don’t usually ask for prayer for myself, but right now I need intercession in a bad way.
You see… we are having a lay renewal at church this weekend and I am not only heavily involved, I am excitedly looking forward to seeing what God has in store for me, my family, and my church. With the exception of Monday, I have been/am spending everyday this week at church for one thing or another. The devil is attacking me hard, really hard.
He started with an attack of my gallbladder on Tuesday– the first attack I’ve had in several months. Tuesday’s to-do list was hugely long. I co-hosted a cottage prayer meeting Tuesday night and had lots of food prep and prayer prep. The meeting was a wonderful success as I knew it would be, so that attack failed.
Last night, during our Bible study on prayer, he hit me with a pain on the right side of my head that got worse over the course of a couple hours and left me thinking I may not wake up if I went to sleep. I’ve honestly never had a headache that bad. I’d rather have had a migraine! At one point, I thought my brain was going to burst out of my skull… it was the most intense head pain I have ever had in my life! I finally got so sleepy that there was no choice but fall asleep.
This morning, the headache is gone but now my back is hurting something severe. Tonight I meet with the food committee for lay renewal to prepare the fellowship hall for our amazing weekend. This involves moving tables and chairs, which will be difficult to do with my back in the shape it’s in right now. Argggg!
satan is attacking me with pain… severe, unbearable pain. And I refuse, REFUSE, to give in to it. (satan isn’t capitalized on purpose.)
Please please pray for me! Tonight at 6:30 pm starts a 24 hour prayer vigil we are doing for the 24 hours leading up to the start of lay renewal (a solid 24 hours of non-stop prayer). I have several prayer times throughout the day tomorrow, starting at 4:30 in the morning. I know satan is going to attack those times as well. Please pray that God will focus my thoughts and keep satan’s attacks away. And also that satan will NOT turn his attacks on my kids and hubby. (Because if he can’t get me physically, he will turn to the ones I love.) Oh, and please remember my church family also… several of us are being attacked in one form or another and I’m sure satan will step it up several notches when our 24 hour prayer vigil starts.